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No change in her status. She seems so normal, almost cheerful.
She's very happy i'm starting the new job, and she seems to be overly encouraging me to close down the etsy store.
I can't do that. Ignoring the wasted money on supplies (the only argument she listens to), creating things is one of my greatest loves. I can't give up everything for her. But at the same time..
I feel an obligation...
That depresses me even more. I am reducing the number of available items on the store so I have time for this supposed "Real Job".
Date with Nate this thursday, have no idea why i said yes. Likely end in disaster.
She's very happy i'm starting the new job, and she seems to be overly encouraging me to close down the etsy store.
I can't do that. Ignoring the wasted money on supplies (the only argument she listens to), creating things is one of my greatest loves. I can't give up everything for her. But at the same time..
I feel an obligation...
That depresses me even more. I am reducing the number of available items on the store so I have time for this supposed "Real Job".
Date with Nate this thursday, have no idea why i said yes. Likely end in disaster.
